Zen Haven | January 30 2013
Are you one of the: “Freedom loving, fear fighting, pattern breaking, don’t give a shit anymore, sweet and loving rambunctious souls?”
Be proud, stand strong and keep on keeping on.
True freedom first step is: Not giving a rats ass of attention to whatever people are thinking of you.
People are breaking out in vast numbers right now of whatever prison they conceive themselves to be imprisoned in and the matrix is coming down very hard.
Either very obvious and direct or by its nasty fabrication of brainwashed unconsciously willingly self-appointed status quo drones, either in your so called friendships, fellow co-workers or family members.
Always ready to bring your freedom craving soul down if its inner tide should pull you away from the most traveled highway, endlessly road tripping the architecture of the “normal blueprint emotional infrastructure pre-designs” for you from womb to tomb.
From the minor details to the larger visions you may have for yourself. They are on it. Drones in the skies, drones by the dinner table, drones in the cantina.
In my surroundings and the people I engage with in my work I see them breaking free now. On a very profound scale.
They are getting off of the sofa so to speak, and are setting out towards new horizons. Without safety nets. Vision driven, heart driven, driven by the sweet taste of freedom, no matter what they would “lack” in matrix commodities.
Following their rambunctious hearts and dealing with their own personal pain in these processes, I salute their courage.
Ever so strong and fierce and yet ever so fragile, the most powerful cocktail your rambunctious soul will ever provide you with.
The Matrix can’t handle both strong and fragile, since the understanding of the concept would require: Empathy. It knows nothing of that emotion.
Looking back at it, we have always had that rambunctious seed, haven’t we? Just one example: The school system.
You are probably like me, old enough not to have been diagnosed with any strange letter combination that would have made you a target for big pharma. Remembering my time in that, I kinda diagnosed them; Boring, no nutritious value, so I wouldn’t eat their programmed so-called education. The only thing they could do was to beat the living shit out of me, but that fueled my rambunctious soul.
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“Courage is resistance to fear, mastery of fear, not absence of fear.”
I’ve always had what I jokingly call puke-aphobia and, with having a kid, you know it something you have to deal with. This year has been particularly brutal on the gastroenteritis front for my poor Lily. Three times she has been sick this year in as many months. When she got sick the third time, the fear reared its ugly head in a big bad way. So much that I took her to the doctor and insisted he do a battery of tests to rule out anything. The thing I was most afraid of? Yep, cancer. Having dealt with cancer myself, and knowing so many others, my hypochondriac mind went right to the worst-case scenario. My husband, bless his heart, is always able to bring me back around to reasonable thinking. Although he understands why I go to the worst-case scenario, he doesn’t indulge it, and his voice of sound reason helps so much to calm me. Except in this case. I could not shake the feeling that something was seriously wrong. Turns out he was right. She is a perfectly healthy 7-year-old little girl. Every single test came back as normal as normal as could be and, for some reason, she has just gotten sick a lot this year.
You are an ancient soul indeed. You have chosen and been chosen to embody within the time of great change because you are familiar to the challenge. In a moment of pain, you resent the challenge. In a moment of grace you appreciate the challenge. When you Know the Truth of your timeless nature, you fear no judgment, no rejection, no outcome. It is a lesson of courage, 
If today were my last day on Earth and I could share 500 words of brilliance with the world, here are the important things I’d want to pass along to others…That each decade of my life I learned my lessons from my obstacles and my joys. I collected them in writing.
March begins with a deep connection into the communication of the Universe in which you live, breathe and create. Your connection is enhanced as you look beyond the physical manifestation of what-is, as you feel beyond the emotional manifestation of fear and think beyond the mental manifestation of expectation.
The LightBlast is a code mechanism (among many) that is progressively clearing, activating and empowering Lightworkers to expansion. It is designed to assist those who are focused on self-improvement and living the path of service in the way that is appropriate for their specific journey. The path of service is best stated as a path of sharing, as you find that your internal expression of Love is the catalyst that creates change in the world. As you predominantly enjoy your life, you are seeding improvement for others. Moments of sorrow or fear just serve to strengthen your capability and expand your compassion for self and others. This is your Time. You are tasked with being courageously Loving and Compassionate – being focused on the highest benefit of a moment. That is Accessing Fullness. Thus you need not avoid the negative, fear the world or suppress your Light. You gallantly express yourself in the way that is natural and utilize your strengths to shift many and utilize your weaknesses to shift yourself and others as we unite to balance the Light Work load. Your Fullness is your Light shining fearlessly, your authenticity expressing unabashedly and your Love and Compassion changing the world around you.
