Transitions | August 16 2012
First I want to Thank everyone for your well-wishes and positive energies sent my way over the past difficult thirty-some days. Gratitude hugs to each and every one of you. ♥
When this phase started for me around July 15th, I perceived “Thirty days”, meaning that it would take me at least thirty days/nights of living through this latest process. My first thought was, “Oh crap! Thirty days of this level of physical pain?” But many of us have been through far worse multiple times and for much longer already, but this time was a case of me needing to physically surrender into this situation continuously which was, at times, hard for me. I was grateful to know that the intense physical pain of this particular phase of energetic Work would come to an end in about one month. It would have been extra brutal to go through not knowing this so I was grateful for that bit of insight. Having said that, I don’t need to tell you that one month of Ascension time (especially in 2012) feels the equivalent of about six months however!
From my perspective I went somewhere other than where I usually am, where I usually exist for those past thirty days hence the word Underworld in the title of this. In many ways it’s felt as if I’ve spent nearly every minute of every twenty-four hour period since about July 15, 2012 in another level of reality, like the Underworld, struggling my way through multiple layers and timelines of Collective dark density. As is the case with most Lightwarriors/Lightworkers, I was already familiar with this territory, but this 2012 trip was different. More about that in a minute.
I was also aware that this past month (from around mid July through mid August 2012) was a multi-layered event for each of us in our own unique ways. It was also an important test and message (for each of us) about the great need for each of us to become our own Teachers, Guides, Masters, sources of Higher information/Light etc.
Yes we all need to communicate and share our knowledge with interested others, plus read other Ascension Teachers writings when we individually need to, plus read like-others Ascension related writings to aid us in different ways, however, many of us have reached the point where we must become/be our own spiritual Teachers, multidimensional Guides, Masters and sources of Higher Awareness. You already know far more than you realize yet or give yourself conscious credit for and you need to realize this. I need you to realize this. You need me to realize this about myself. We all need each of us to realize this about ourselves individually now.
It’s time for those of us leading the way to wake up a bit more to who we really are and what each of us individually is actually capable of, not to mention what we’re capable of as a Group! Be brave and accept into this version of “you” and your physical body moreof what you already are beyond the earthly physical level of forgetfulness and self doubts. This has nothing to do with ego, but with embodying a bit more of the Greater, Higher You into this incarnate version of “you” alive on Earth now in mid 2012.
So What Happened Anyway?
My aim for these energy forecasts is to publish them online by the 5th of each month. As I sat at my laptop over the last 3 days to see if it would come through me, “No. Rest” was the instruction I repeatedly heard. I was happy to follow that instruction, and yet another part of me noticed my awareness of those who might be waiting for this forecast, and felt a slight pull in your direction.