Aluna Joy | September 10 2012
A Life Changing Heart Experience ~ Aluna Joy Yaxkin, and Ancient Goddesses and the Knights Templar ~ King Arthur’s Tintagel Castle and Merlyn’s Cave, England – 6/26/12 Message #12
More photos of this pilgrimage can bee seen on Facebook
The following is the 12th message that we received in Avalon (England and Scotland) this past June/July 2012 over Solstice. You can find our other messages on our website at www.alunajoy.com under the “Articles for Personal and Planetary Transformation” link. It might be a good idea to read them in order as each message builds upon the previous one. We are sharing this message here with you just as we received it, in present time, with very little editing. We do this for a very important reason. We know that the messages that we receive are not just for our groups, but are for others as well. The Star Elders and all the others that joined us, assure me that the message and the corresponding energy will be transmitted to you as you read them. So as you read this, you might want to imagine that you are with us. Also, always view the photos on the website that we share, as photos also hold some energy of the sites.
Upon arriving at the Camelot Castle Hotel, my first impulse was to immediately go down a trail to the cliffs overlooking King Arthur’s Tintagel Castle and Merlyn’s Cave. But being the responsible group leader, I needed to see that everyone got checked into the hotel. When we checked into our room, I immediately began to feel anxious, unwelcomed, and was receiving some strong psychic attack. I felt a presence that was not happy I was there. I looked around the room and could not see how I could ever sleep in that bed. The energy I felt in the room was very conflicted. It was like heaven and hell all in one place. I paced around the room, trying to clear out the negative energy. I pulled out all my tricks… It wasn’t working.
I knew I was becoming unbalanced very quickly. So after trying to clear the negative energy out of the room, I felt an urgency to go outside and walk down to the cliffs. I needed my feet on the ground; I needed to rebalance myself. Raphael and I left our room and started walking down the path to the cliff overlook. As we were walking down the path, I began to feel a full-body past life overlay come over me. It was unlike anything I had ever experienced before. The overlay and I were merging. It was an amazing feeling that no words can describe: so clear, with a powerful focus, and there was so much heart, love and oneness.
I was about half way down the trail to the cliffs edge, when I felt like I was spun around and pushed off of my feet. I was airborne for what felt like a long time. I landed hard, solely on my left scapula, and facing in the opposite direction. (now how did I do that?) I heard the pop as a rib cracked under the pressure of my entire left chest area being compressed flat as a pancake.
A group member had a dream a few nights before about me. In the dream, I was sucked under a bus and was smashed flat. This dream went through my head as I lay there… crushed flat and feeling like a bus had hit me. This experience reminds me of something that the Mayas and the Incas also know about. One of the ways to radically shift energy is through a shock to the body. Well this shock was working on me big time.
The urge to go to the cliff’s edge was still very strong, so after a few minutes of gathering myself up, I summoned enough energy (probably adrenaline) to get up and go down to the cliff edge as planned. First, I felt a deep ancestral past-life rage I have never felt before. It was clear that this rage was not personal, but came from a huge un-known, or sub-conscious, past tragedy. It felt as though my heart had been ripped out of my chest. I could not stop crying. I didn’t have any sense of myself at this point, for I was lost in this powerful goddess-like being with whom I had merged.