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Jelaila Starr ~ Time Acceleration And Your Inner Child

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Nibiruan Council | October 22 2012

Doesn’t it seem like only yesterday was October 1st? I don’t know about you but I feel the time acceleration is sometimes so intense that my emotional body just can’t keep up. There are days when I awake feeling scattered and unable to focus. Other days, along with the scatteredness, I awake feeling a deep sadness sitting on the periphery, waiting to step in.

For those familiar the turn of events in my personal world these last few years, you might say the looming sadness is attributed to my grief process. I have learned to tell the difference. The “time sadness” seems connected to my abdomen whereas the grief sadness is felt in my heart.

When I feel the time sadness lurking, I know it is a call for help from my Inner Child. She needs nurturing. If I take the time to go within and comfort her, I find my ability to focus and get on with the day’s tasks much easier. If I ignore her plea, I find my day tends to spiral out of control. Each choice is difficult to make with some causing such overwhelming anxiety (should I or shouldn’t, right or left?. Once I do make a decision, I flip flop because I’m so unsure. That makes those around me very irritated. Who can blame them?

The point is that when my Inner Child becomes emotionally overloaded with the speed of things, and I don’t stop to comfort her, I cannot get my bearings. Not only that, my bulls–t detector stops working which makes it nearly impossible to feel things out. And that’s not all, I cannot seem to connect with my guides so I am unable to hear their answers to my requests for direction…aaarrrgh! Yep, I’m a ship lost at sea without a rudder or a compass.

Now, you may ask, how does one comfort and nurture one’s Inner Child? Here are a few tips from the booklet, The Divine Partnership, the 3rd Key of Compassion.

1 ~ As soon as you feel something isn’t right, immediately call your Inner Child and see what is going on. Ask him/her, “What’s up?” Your Inner Child will answer in pictures and thoughts. Once you figure out what he/she’s afraid of, ask your Inner Child this question, “What can I do to make you feel more comfortable?”

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Caro ~ Accept What Is – It Is – Indefinite & Infinite

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Spirituality & The City | June 4 2012

Accept what is in this very moment.

If a situation, an experience occurs it means you already allowed it in on a deeper level.

So it is here.

Accept it. It just is.

It is YOU.

You are it. There is not separation.

It is not negative and it is not positive. It just is.

Don’t try to go somewhere else, to get rid of it, to tell yourself “Oh God, I am not centered, I feel fear, I need to get back to center, to my higher self.”

You allowed it to be.

You are already in consciousness.

Just accept it and let it be.

Then it simply is.

Not more, not less.

So what are you going to do about it ?

Nothing. Acceptance of what is brings you freedom.

If you had not accepted it already, if your higher Self had not allowed it already, it would not be in the very moment when you do the experience.

There is nothing you have to fear. Why would you fear something you allowed in ? It is not fearful. Nothing is fearful. It is just your mind making it fearful.

How can something you allowed to be become harmful ? It is just an experience.

What do you fear about ? You are complete.

You don’t need to look without, as within you are complete.

Don’t think “Oh God, that’s negative, so how do I get rid of it ?” There your thoughts judge it.

You ARE. You are the experience. Nothing can happen to you, as there is no bad or good experience.

Just feel. It is impossible to express it in words, at least for me. Not even in German. There are no words to express who we are. Words, language belongs to the matrix. It is duality, it is either ‘good’ or ‘bad’, so words are limiting.

I arrived at a point where I become speechless. People asking me things, how I feel, what I do. I find myself sitting there, looking into their eyes and saying “I feel wonderful. I am happy. I love. I just feel love”. Often there is stillness. People staring at me. Saying “Ah, ok, that’s great.” Then I am there, not knowing what to say, and more important, not feeling the need to say anything. Already speaking about it limits the flow as it is indefinite and infinite.

There are no rules. No words. No teachings needed. Sure, we have them, we read the books. But there is a point, when we realise that, if we are honest, all is already.

The mind cannot wrap its mind around it. Become mindless.

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