Thoughts from your Hostess of Light

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan – This year’s 11:11 Doorway was more than dynamic of proportion, literally bending time and space, self, future and past. The wee animals of Earth felt the pressure of a downloading scampering about trying to hide from the sharp Winds of Change that blow the Autumn Leaves into a different feature.

The Red Aurora if that’s what we want to call it came forth after the 11:11 almost at midnight itself as it ushered it’s frequencies into and onto Earth. We all know the ambiances of auroras and we know that they are birthed from the solar wind itself. The red Aurora became as a red sky not moving not shifting or changing but touching Earth in necessary placements of energy.

As we watched the root chakra of the Earth and mankind, a great explosion occurred within the chakra of primordial fears, ancestral- perversions and mostly lies. Red is all about survival, fighting for life, fighting to feed families, fighting to find a job and supply the needs of those they love. Red is all about deep volcanic anger and the misapplication of that anger in a multitude of formats.

Dimensionally we have landed in a place that is probably (most definitely) of our own making as we are an unwilling collective. All things are part of our creation whether we like it or not. The energy of sexual abuse, sexual perversion, sexual misuse, is extensive. The red Aurora touched Earth putting into her bones a declaration of peace with self, a declaration of harmony within family, a declaration of Love within Heart. Red is the very color of our blood; Red is the color of the ancients and early molten earth’s creation

We have all become professionals at calling fear into our life by watching the actions of those that are upside down in their purpose, in their mission and totally in their light. You have come to Earth to assist not to become a victim in cower in the corner of life; not to become fearful that there is not enough to go around.

Don’t give your power away to what is external contrived and virtually fleeting; the universe has always promised to fulfill your needs no matter how minor. When you do not have enough and decree it so it is those much quantified words that push what you seek far away into Never-land. When you are at a place of being thankful even though your cupboards are empty, your stomach is empty, your heart is empty and your hope has flown the coop, this is the birthplace of miracles!

Please know you are more than what’s happening to you; you are more than what you witness around you. You come to Earth to learn to surf the dark night of the soul in the shadowy Waters of Creation. When darkness befalls you whatever form it takes. Do not fight it and wish it a quick death, don’t try and wrestle It to the ground; just Shine Your Light like every sea worthy vessel in the world depends on you.

For each of you are living light-houses. You have Graced this Earth with your heart, your tears, and even your blood since time immortal; Mother Earth has given you in return, your body and life on this planet. If you can’t believe in your world leaders believe in yourself, believe in those you love, believe in the magic that you know is hidden behind the curtains of deception. In the Mist of havoc, no matter what flavor or size, tragedy and upheaval burst free from their manacles.

Remember this within all of people and all darkness lives a ‘pure-core of White Light’; Call to this living ‘core of white light’ within every cell of your being. There are many hosts as the core of white light awakens. All light itself was birthed from the very darkest nothing-ness deep within the inner and outer universes. It was a tiny Speck of difference, of Hope, of restoration for life.

You stand on the rooftops of your homes shouting at the universe flooding emotionally; you seek rescue, you seek respite from the emotional deluge. No one thing is to blame no matter how hideous or dark the actions may be. It is a collective of congealed Darkness that seeks to sup upon Hope and Love; the sweeter the light the endless the chase.

Within all dark spaces, black holes and dark matter their lives a set of rules; a dynamic set of rules above and beyond our understanding. In various circumstances and incarnations we have all walked on the dark side, it may have taken one word, action or bullet but somehow we entered the Contradiction of our Soul. Each one of your personal fights is real and authentic as anything can be, whether it’s within your body, within your family, or within your country.

Like an adult child that blames their parents for everything wrong in their life, never seeing their own spiritual pathway that has been laid in concrete those of earth seek a whipping post which hides there true agenda. When darkness shows its sweet face and asks you to become angry over everything it seeks to sup upon that anger.

Darkness itself can never be destroyed, as we know destruction. However it can be pried free from its grip on humanity with the proper encouragements. When you are angry at what is dark in your mind, your memory, in your world, or in your marriage, all it does is feed the Hungry Wolf of Darkness that has no scruples and an endless appetite. Take back your power, step back from the anger, and just say HELL NO

Gillian MacBeth-Louthan – PO box 217 – Dandridge, Tennessee 37725-0217 www.thequantumawakening.com

SF Source Spirit Library Dec 2025