Sacred Scribe | February 18 2012
Mystical Ecstasy ~ The title of this blog post evokes such a powerful energy within my Being.
It’s the essence of an energy I know my Soul has come here, once again, to attempt to attain.
I accept that I have not attained it yet, and that it takes countless lifetimes of earth experience for the Soul to evolve.
It sure feels like it’s this lifetime that Mystical Ecstasy is something I’ll be honored to fully experience, just by the sheer power of the magnetic pull I feel towards it.
In the meantime, I’ll enjoy the ride, savor the beauty, and follow my heart as best I can.
What is Mystical Ecstasy?
When I go deep inside my body and ask this, it responds with its longing to experience another with intimate affection and respect, with soulful tenderness and passion, with the trust of a mutual partnership, the sharing and support of creative ideas, and the joyful, sexual expression of being alive.
In short, Mystical Ecstasy is a current of power that can be pulled into being through a fusion of love, passion, respect, and sexual expression.
My Soul longs for a totally open and transparent partnership. The kind where there are no hidden secrets, that the soul growth and lessons of each other are openly shared with the other, especially the kind of honesty that would admit that this kind of bonding with another, even though so deeply desired, is also frightening, and instead of trying to deny the longing and fear, or hide it beneath layers of ego pride, self importance, and rigid self protection, that it is simply and honestly admitted.
I’m reaching for the kind of openness created by revealing not only my desire for this Mystical Ecstasy, but also the fear of this powerful energy, that can surely be released by the total joining of two people expressing their mutual sexual energy united with their surrendered heart.
Somewhere within, my Soul is showing me that when both partners are open and transparent with each other, when they finally let go to one another and bond, that the intensity and vibration of the sexual experience will surpass anything previously imagined.
This is how its meant to be.
This is our birthright.
It is also something that can only come into full realization after much inner growth, transformation, and change by both parties.
This is not about losing oneself in another. Been there. Done that.
This is about knowing that no man can give me my happiness and loving feelings. Its about knowing that I am responsible for that, and to know that fully loving a man and surrendering to my feelings for him only adds to my inner strength and ability to be creative, loving and productive. This is about realizing that I do not have to become weak or submissive in order to be loved.
In all my years, I have never read a more profound description of a fully Autonomous Man, channeled and written by Eva Pierrakos in 1993. In the nineteen years that have gone by since then, many men have blessedly come into realizing the divine feminine within themselves.