Nibiruan Council | April 23 2012
Was talking to my friend, Julie, this morning; I call her when I need inspiration for a weekly message. She talked about how she was finding it hard to feel the dream, meaning feeling the excitement of her dream for the future. I instantly knew that that was the topic for this week ’cause it was the reason why I felt uninspired. Having been in limbo for some time now, waiting for the new reality to form so that we can get on with our next phase, it is challenging not to become strained by the wait. I think what makes it challenging is not the wait itself, but seeing pieces of our current life dissolving, as if from under our very feet, taking away the financial, emotional and physical support we’ve been secure in. I declare, sometimes I feel like I am walking a tightrope that is only partially there–and with no net to boot! It is easy to get stressed out and over-focused on what is disappearing. Makes it hard to remember to energize the future we want to see. Energizing the dream means really feeling the excitement of it, living as if it were already here.
“So what is the solution”, Julie asked? My first thought was, I’d don’t know, but that was quickly followed by the answer–play! Yep, it was a lesson my guides gave me many years ago when I was going through my first limbo period after the completion of my very first mission assignment. I had not gone through a limbo period before so the experience of being adrift with no direction, and one’s support fading away, was more than unsettling. Back then they told me to go play–do something that had no benefit other than pure fun. (I thought they were nuts!)