Meredith Murphy | Expect Wonderful | January 12 2012
I AM a star. As such I generate light through my focus. As I AM the eyes of God, of Source, of All-That-Is, my appreciation flows endless amplitudes of light. As I move into greater transparency with this vastness of my own being, I experience a foreigner’s sense of living an Earth-life and it is as if I came here recently, new to this place and am freshly choosing how and what I wish to experience.
I do not understand many things anymore. Things I used to understand. I do not feel negative feelings about them, no–it is that really I just don’t understand. Or perhaps it is more accurate to say I do not resonate with things so I have no idea how to relate. This is fine. I simply turn my attention to that which I do resonate with and allow it to shape my life.
This is a very different way of being within the human template. Yet it feels natural. I like it. I feel a little thrilling energy as I write this. The clarity of what I am saying here opens me to a certain type of flow–and a jolt of energy, which I know as a “thrill” happens and this experience feels wonderful.
As a star, I have presence in many realms of focus and more and more I simply relate to myself as the sum of all this. The particulars seem less important the way my atoms in my fingers seem no more important than the whole of my hand. All of me works beautifully in coherent harmony and knows how to do this as a whole! How amazing I AM.
In this experience that is now my lens of living in this Meredith-enabled body, I discover that much time and energy has been spent cultivating the costume here! Relieved of this impulse, I find beauty in so many things I cannot imagine feeling the need for more or new…as more and new is already given so generously everywhere.