Merlyn’s Cave | January 29 2012
Not much night school last night, or too much to recall, not sure which. As I started to not write this, a lot more came up so here We are.
I was reminded about being receptive and got to practice it and did some mantras around it. One was my typical: “I Am willing to be willing.”
I got to take a long look (or lots of looks) at trusting (or not trusting) My Self. I experienced examples (between yesterday during the day and processing in night school) of some of the complications and challenges of being in 5D and 3D. It can be a lot like walking on the railroad tracks with a train behind you and suddenly losing your hearing. How is that for encouragement?
But that is kinda the point. I also saw how many times I got close, had difficulty adjusting and shut down. And this all ties together. There were sooooo many times of one step forward and two steps back. Then one step forward and one step back. Then two steps forward and one step back. I have made progress and slow but sure keeps the brain and All circuits (relatively) intact.
There was practice being in 5D and 3D. There was a hint or tool to help recognize or return to 5D. Interesting as I think about it, it’s a lot like lucid dreaming techniques, Ever since I first heard about lucid dreaming I knew that I wanted to learn to lucid wake. It would seem to Me that being in 5D would be what lucid waking would be like. Looks like lucid waking here I come.