Nancy Leila Ward – Feeling so out of sorts. I don’t know what to do with myself. So many things to do and no motivation. I feel paralyzed by events in the world. I can’t bear to listen to any of the stuff going on anymore – the YouTube tarot readers, the news sources.
I have hit a wall. I can’t take hearing about the assholes who are running things and what heartless idiots they are. I need to replace this focus with other things.
Audiobooks… music… art… Nothing feels right. I went for a walk with the dogs. It is so dreary and cold out. We haven’t seen the sun in days and days… weeks… a few glimpses here and there, but that’s it. So heavy. I feel like I’m turning inside out. Roiling inside… I just want to be transported so I’m sitting here writing this and going within… Continue reading