Hannah Beaconsfield | June 2 2012

Disengaging the Ego from Its 3D Connections

Transformation. The winds of change that are blowing through your world consciousness are creating new patterns of reality. Part of pattern creation is pattern destruction. This is the breaking down of old forms to make way for new ones. Many aspects of the old reality are used to create the new patterns of the transformed planetary unit. Old patterns are incorporated into the new.

Applying these general circumstances to the individual human struggling with the ascension of the species, this reads as a tearing down of all ego-centered aspects of the personality, the identity, and the integrated unit of body, mind, and spirit that is the total self. If this were accomplished all at once it would be too much to handle. It is, however, being brought about by incremental steps of tearing down and building up simultaneously. But there are points at which the individual may become so dismantled as to feel vacant, or even hitting a bottom where hope is obliterated.

Why should hitting bottom be necessary? And hitting repeated bottoms in the process of ascending? Is it really necessary to assassinate Pollyanna? The ever-hopeful Pollyanna is a 3D compensatory construct and a portion of the ego. The ego must be broken down and reformed into a mosaic that represents the new self. The ego, in 3D, exists in an environment of past experiences, future hopes, and a present colored by judgments. The ego does helps to maintain the integrity of the total self, but in order to bring in aspects of 4D/5D realities; the ego must be disengaged to reset the programming.

Episodes of ego disconnect become painful for ascension pioneers because they are trying to navigate their changing reality while burdened with a sense of loss and emptiness. One of the most difficult sources of the sense of emptiness is the loss of people from your lives. Detaching from people and their influences will include those whom you have been close to: friends, family members, and those you have known through the many activities of your life.

These disengagements may be on friendly terms, some on negative terms, and some will just drift away. You may reach a point at which you look around and think that you are all alone. Your people interactions feed you a reflection of who you are and keep you entrenched in the 3D version of yourself. The disconnections free you to transform. Some of the people you lose you will reconnect with in the future, but there will be others you will never see again (in this life). This circumstance of ascension may be one of the most dismaying and one that is easily misinterpreted. Self-judgment and guilt are likely when you are losing friends. Understand this is not anything you’ve done wrong. And remember you are never alone. You are surrounded by spiritual support.

Your vacant feelings may also be intensified by judging the new realties, comparing them with past 3D situations, and finding them lacking in anything you formerly considered valuable. Before you fully accommodate and integrate the new patterns, you can feel bereft of any viable version of reality to which you can attach your hopes. You find yourselves at the center of a bridge with both ends engulfed in fog.

Each ascender can release pain and help clear the fog by simply recognizing the vacant period for the transition that it is and suspend judgment of the emptiness. Be at peace with dearth. Allow this vacuum-moment its reality so it may be refilled with new patterns, improved skills and expanded perceptions for the ascended you. The feeling of vacancy should be short-lived. It is only needed to activate and establish connections with 4D/5D reality that will replace the 3D patterns so you can proceed across your bridge.

We are deeply aware of all the ascenders who are experiencing the disorienting and painful aspects of Earth’s transformation. Always remember you chose to participate in this project because you knew that, even working blindly, you had all the skills necessary to handle and prevail at the task. And we will never forget the promise we made to you when you left on this mission to always be available to support and guide you. Be at peace, all is unfolding with precise perfection!

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