Gillian MacBeth Louthan – As we exit the month of the human heart and all that involves we enter places of emotion we are not prepared for. All places and times merge together in a patchwork of feelings that cannot be explained away.
Spontaneous eruptions of tears and fears come to the surface as we walk forward into more light and enlightenment. As we entered this year a heavy dense feeling entered many of us. We wept and mourned for things that had not even occurred. We felt the presence of the ‘great comforter’, the one that holds the hearts and hands of Earth.
The biggest part of being human is feeling. It is all the senses wrapped around each other in a perfect DNA spiral. Feeling is what makes us human and vulnerable and yet at the same time holy. We as human try to run and escape the feelings by whatever means is necessary. But like a Wiley coyote they turn around and bit us in the butt. We should have figured it out by now, but we cannot escape emotions and feelings no matter how hard we try.
Like a shadow at high noon, they are always in our face and under our skin. Pushing prodding making us irritable. Life is already asking more of us than we think is possible. The effect is a like a planetary Saturn return all go in front to the cosmic principle.
We all keep doing good deeds, every day in every way. We follow all the rules of light and life, playing accordingly. We accrue blessings left and right that seem to fall into a sinkhole not to be retrieved again. Karmic interruptions of life and others keep one on bended knee. What do we as a planet need to do to get the big bad energetic storms to subside and move away.
Time is quickened karma is quickened and nerves are quickened. This new playing field and cosmic chess set keeps us hopping like the Easter bunny eating his own bounty. We seek the sweetness and simplicity of life.
We feel time running unrestrained, as it demands more and more from our already tired humanness. Our list of things ‘to do’ is getting longer and longer, no matter how fast we hurry. Our personal and family dramas are self-consuming. Emotions run amuck, making a jumble of things. Our logical brain seems to stop as we ride our animal brain. It is at this point that many will just sit down and let go. Free-will seems to have left the building.
It is not that we are doing anything wrong it is that we are trying to connect with what was and what should be. Like your smart phone dialing a 1950’s phone number, no matter how hard you try there is no connection. Allow the Light to escort you thru this new playing field. There is not a wrong or right way but there is a more efficient way.
Trust is the elephant in the room, as we all will walk through the many mansions in our heart. Emotions will spring forth from the inner abyss. Hand over what is heavy in your life and heart to that which we once sprang from. Whatever your beliefs let go and allow the light to drive this segment of the cosmic highway.
SF Source The Quantum Awakening Nov 2023